Wednesday, August 31, 2005 |
| ' You're Beautiful ' |
You're Beautiful ( track&video) is messing up my feelings and all my inner sensations. I am reacting and finding out things about myself that I didnt know about yet. It is kind of weird the situation on emotional period I am living under because, it isnt like before: feeling fed up, upset, depressed, lost, responsible... No, it is just acceptation of everything going around ( good & bad ) and assimilation which I blame to the ungreatful experience you live in your life. I sometimes think why we dont learn from the success instead of the failure.
Last night I had another anxiety attack. Long time since it wasnt visitng me that it was quite heavy. I couldnt sleep till 3 am and I am, obvioulsy, shattered today. No medicines calmed i down that I only had to wait and wait. And today seems another on is coming because my heart is beating loud&quick and my left arm hurts. I have to be ok for tomorrow, I am having my first exam eeek.
P.D: Seems this guy is the top of the UK Hits list and he achieved it in Spain this week. I highly recommend you this CD. |
posted by Me, Myself and I @ 2:29 PM  |
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Monday, August 29, 2005 |
| How not to fall in the boredom not dieing in the try |
These are the effects of being studying closed in a library the whole day: my friend trying to put her pen in her mouth and me recording the great moment LOL
Me, Myself and I is under a confusing moment right now. Love thing, to keep you informated.
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| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 11:09 PM |
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Sunday, August 28, 2005 |
| Nothing exciting |
lol not what I was expecting after a 'jailed' weekend in a library.
Tomorrow... more about the same. Big shit. |
| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 11:25 PM |
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Thursday, August 25, 2005 |
| The Mistery Of The Wedding |
I am still thinking around who was that man. On sunday I was phoned to work in a restaurant as 'babysitter' in a weddingfrom the evening till midnight.
Then, I saw him and that face was surprisingly familiar to me. He came to me warning between laughs that there was a kid who was terribly naugthy. Since that precious moment I felt 2 eyes looking at me the whole time I was there.
I havent found out who he was neither what kind of relationship he had with that kid. I thought about someone famous but... no way. The only thing is that his face is still in my mind figuring out who he is. The time I looked at the table he was I found his eyes on me. In his defense, I have to say I was specially friendly and caring with the naugthy kid but just because I like 'difficult' kids, I tend to be very persuasive, make them behave well and get on very well with them till the point they are so caring with me. Everybody was amazed by the kid's behaviour, by the way.
The night fell and all the wedding assistants were so happy dancing and celebrating the event. He proposed me to dance but I couldnt: despite of being in the saloon with as normal guest, I was working and my boss was there. He, then, said that if I couldnt go to teh dance floor he would come to where I was. And he did and we danced one song, and his eyes still on mines.
God, I feel a misterious sensation, I wanna know who he is. |
| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 12:16 PM |
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005 |
| Me, you, me, you... They |
Seems 'the guy' has got girlfriend or something. I am not 100% sure, though.
But I am jelous and the only thing I know is that I dont have the right to feel like that.
Me, who was showing off the world he didnt mean anything to me...Nah.
No time for regrets, I have been paid by the same coin. |
| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 10:42 PM |
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Friday, August 19, 2005 |
| Not Ready for Love Yet |
Hidden rules that havent shown up yet and exchange of emails simulating a tender love story is like.... PATHETIC.
What's the point of all of this !? Please, I dont like wasting my time ! although she knows she would miss all of this once over.
My friend C says I dont have to be that radical, that I can keep in touch by the simply way of the cordiality. But, I know myself, I know can fall on this net and it wouldnt be easy to cope with all of this. Whatever but I have tu cut off all of this because is like cheating myself: yes sweetie, someday you can make it true, why not ? you can stay together, love moves mountains !!!!
NO.
It doesnt go with me. I want something easy, I am not ready to fight for love, not yet.
But I miss him.
And he says he misses me.
And says very nice things.
Tells me his random thoughts.
And...
And I dont know what to do but I will probably end with all of this. I cant cope it. |
| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 1:00 PM |
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Thursday, August 18, 2005 |
| Home Alone... but with the brush ! |
It is fantastic when your parents say:
' dear daugthers, we're are going to spend 4 days away in the North of Spain. See you in 4 days! '
Actually all sons&daugthers would LOVE to hear that. Actually, for me it means no hour of waking up ( although I do have one if I wanna do all teh study I have to ), leave everything wherever you wanna without a voice saying ' tidy up this mess !', it means getting teh double bed for oneself ( which is WONDERFUL ! ), means means many things.
BUT!!! it means: do the lundry, make the lunch,the dinner, go shopping, caring about the house and the things going up and down AND also means CLEANING. I wouldnt mind if I lived in a flat BUT I do live in a 3 floors house and I am shattered. I spent the whole afternoon and I didnt finish. My sister is doing the 3 bathrooms and the kitchen tomorrow.
I am sweating like a pig so I am off to the shower. |
| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 8:30 PM |
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| 'ON' again - not for my pleasure - |
I am back. Actually, back on monday but I had some phone/internet problems that I dont want to mention on here because I get mad *ahuuummmmm*
Three weeks in Almeria have been heaven: sunny and hot days, enjoying the beach and the swimming pool, small towns plenty of parties awwww, did I mention it was heaven ?? ;-)
I attended some important music events over there:
1.- MOJINOS ESCOZIOS' In Live. If you see them they are just hilarious! more than a music concert,they are showmen. I laughted than ever. I have to say they have kind of rock'n'roll music mixed with ironic and comic lyrics.
2.- CREAMFIELDS ANDALUCIA. This is a techno-house summer concert that takes place every year and one of its organizers is the MTV!! a friend of my auncle hadsome contacts and he achieved to give us free tickets which was amaizing coz I wanted to see the whole performance but I dont like this kind of music to bear it the whole nights. One of the famous groups was THE CHEMICAL BROTHERS. I heard about them before but never knew they were so famous lol. It was a good night. I went with my sister and this guy who's around his 30s and was cool to goout with this age-group of people hehe theyw ere so fun!
Now I am back to reality, Barcelona is just awful: cloudy and rainy so my tanning is gonna be away real soon *sob,sob*. I have to study loads for my september exams so I better head off to do so. Gotta hang pictures soon.
See ya! |
| posted by Me, Myself and I @ 1:27 PM |
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