I finally got involved with The Dr. and it was AMAZING. For 2 weeks now. The only thing is that I am low now because, although I knew it was just an affair, I am feeling 'something else' and seems this week things have cool down and I am a little bit disappointed.
Thank you for all your birthday wishes. My 25th birthday was A BLAST! I started the party at 14.00h on saturday and finished the day after at 9.00h, by the time I was getting home.
It was a big party where I basically have to point 3 things: I met up with friends I didn't see for 2 years, we played Twister game and danced Chikilicuatre.
Here I leave you the song... just in case you wonder the grade of alcohol we had in our vains lol
I have more to tell you but, hell, I am bloody sleepy.
Ok, yesterday I ended up crying all the tears I haven't cried during all these weeks: anxiety, uneasiness, incapacity to face the daily moments... it sounds bad, right? So, once I was out, I felt relieved but still scared for what was going to happen during the few minutes I should walk to the car... yeaaah I know, this is crazy!!!!!
Anyway, changing topic... I have to stop thinking in a man as a possible victim. I thought I was over it but seems I am not. I met The Dr. yesterday (despite all my frustration in the post below). I might start thinking that he is a 'play' till he is gone and that I don't have to make my feeling develop otherwise I'll be lost. But he is super hot & cute and treat me like a princess haha
Today I am determined to make some housework such as tidying up my bedroom (hey, this is the only place in the house which is 'mine' - because it is still from my parents lol)
I did very bad with him: I didn't have to rush to him like a cat in heat lol because now that I have just crossed 2 words with him and haven't proposed any plan for this weekend, I am angry. Yes! I know and knew it was only an affair, a random affair as I used to have before but I guess I am too sensitive for this and now I need someone to take care of me (and, obviously, he isn't and, also, I am not ready).
I bet you all, hot gals, have ever dreamt about saying something like this to a doctor: " hey, you, hottie, come here and make me a check up" or " Hello Dr., I need an appointment, can you receive me on Saturday night?".
Ok, I am not going that far yet but I got involved with The Dr. (well, not Dr. yet but in a few months) this past weekend. I had met him two weeks ago thanks to a friend and well, you know, I am not fine nowadays, needed a specialist to heal my wounds and he was there to give me a hand... actually, both hands! And well, he isn't like the one in the picture, but he as hot as the one in the picture.
25. Spain. Trying to be independent. On the way of the selfconfidence. Definelty on diet. The Corrs. Internet. Always still water. Jokes at any time. Multi-cultural. Pierce Brosnan. Travelling. LDN-BCN. Maturing ?
